Have you ever stopped and looked at the people around you? You see the ones that flaunt their money to the world....you see and hear about the ones that lie, cheat and steal to get what they want out of people. No I am not talking about celebs. (although some fit the profile). I am talking about your everyday Joe. The people in your everyday life.
I am a honest, reliable, and I will bend over backwards to help out. I don't lie, cheat, or steal. And if I didn't earn something with honest work I won't take it. I also know people that work their a$$es off and give every bit of their heart and soul to help out others and what do they get? Nothing. They barely get recognized.
And what happens to the people that lie, cheat and steal? They get what they want because they play dirty. They are driven by greed. Where is the balance?
It just goes to show...." Nice guys finish last."
2/22/2007
A 360
It is amazing how receiving something in the mail can make you feel whole again.... being a single mother I am on a fixed income and certain cheques come like clock work. Well this one didn't this month and I was faced with the decision of not being able to pay bills this month. Now I am the type of person that pays my bills on the regular, have never missed a mortgage payment, or a loan payment. So the prospect of not doing so just completely ruined my day/month. I was in tears yesterday and well into the night because I felt screwed... this cheque would eventually come to me but it didn't help for this month. Well I got the best phone call from the post office today....it arrived this morning....appearantly it got re routed and went the long way around. Now I can pay all my bills and get some food.
WTF Month
Is it just me or is Feb. the worst month of the year. I have been moody, lethargic, and down right cranky. And no it is not from me quitting smoking. I have had plenty of oppurtunities to start back up. Because let me tell you that life and people are reallllllly testing my resolve.
But on a positive note I think spring is coming.....I killed 3 spiders in my house within a span of 12 hours....and I didn't do the heeby jeeby dance....I just killed them....literally with my bare hands.....yes I washed them afterwards.....and yes I was in a REALLLLLLLY foul mood.
I am getting my hair dyed and cut today so maybe that will perk up the mood.
But on a positive note I think spring is coming.....I killed 3 spiders in my house within a span of 12 hours....and I didn't do the heeby jeeby dance....I just killed them....literally with my bare hands.....yes I washed them afterwards.....and yes I was in a REALLLLLLLY foul mood.
I am getting my hair dyed and cut today so maybe that will perk up the mood.
2/16/2007
When will it end?!
Ok I am so sick of winer! The groundhog told us that it was almost over....I say LIAR! It is nice out today but the last week has been hell....very cold!
This cold and dead looking enviroment is starting to have an effect on me.... either that or it is because the kids are home for another break. They are also summer kids....they don't like winter either.
Well that is all I have the energy to blog about....must go fill face with food.
This cold and dead looking enviroment is starting to have an effect on me.... either that or it is because the kids are home for another break. They are also summer kids....they don't like winter either.
Well that is all I have the energy to blog about....must go fill face with food.
2/06/2007
Whew!
Well time for another update.....
I have finally completed those 400 and some signs! Didn't take as long as it usually does but still long enough.
I haven't heard from that drunk since my last post...THANK GOD!!!! I guess my little attitude scared him off!
And since finishing those signs I have been so bored at home....so bored that I decided to spice things up by ....... quitting smoking! Ok I am only on day 3 and so far the only I have to complain about is the fact that the patch has given me some REALLY crazy dreams. To remedy that I took it off last night and I had no cravings...the morning was a little rough but I cured that by playing on the Nintendo Wii. God I love that machine lol. Keeps the hands and the mind busy. Oh and by the way I wasn't supposed to say anything about me quitting...so shhhhh... you didn't hear it from me. Wish me luck in this latest adventure!!
Soon my son will be turning the big 8! It is hard to believe that! Oh I remember when..... lol I will stop there because that also means that my daughter will be 10 in June and I will be turning the big 30 this Sept. Does turning 30 mean that I need to have a mid life crisis? LOL
Well enough of this babbling....I need to go DO something to occupy my hands....or maybe I will rub the patch to get a little more chemicals into my system.
I have finally completed those 400 and some signs! Didn't take as long as it usually does but still long enough.
I haven't heard from that drunk since my last post...THANK GOD!!!! I guess my little attitude scared him off!
And since finishing those signs I have been so bored at home....so bored that I decided to spice things up by ....... quitting smoking! Ok I am only on day 3 and so far the only I have to complain about is the fact that the patch has given me some REALLY crazy dreams. To remedy that I took it off last night and I had no cravings...the morning was a little rough but I cured that by playing on the Nintendo Wii. God I love that machine lol. Keeps the hands and the mind busy. Oh and by the way I wasn't supposed to say anything about me quitting...so shhhhh... you didn't hear it from me. Wish me luck in this latest adventure!!
Soon my son will be turning the big 8! It is hard to believe that! Oh I remember when..... lol I will stop there because that also means that my daughter will be 10 in June and I will be turning the big 30 this Sept. Does turning 30 mean that I need to have a mid life crisis? LOL
Well enough of this babbling....I need to go DO something to occupy my hands....or maybe I will rub the patch to get a little more chemicals into my system.
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